Thursday, December 31, 2009

BLUE MOON HAPPY NEW YEAR!

This morning I walked into the hospital room, expecting the Lee of yesterday...but there he was, out of bed and sitting in the recliner, the TV on, sun shining in. He looked up and said, "Good morning!" I stopped in the doorway, stunned, unable to connect the events of the last few days with the person in front of me now. Once I finally found my voice I said - and this is a direct quote, "Wow, look at you! What happened?!"

What happened was a lot of good science with even more good wishes and love pouring down over Lee like a sweet gentle healing rain. It's nearly 10:00 pm and I'm still staring at him, bright eyed and pain free.

Lee is back on the road to recovery, apparently in a big way, just like that. He may even be home by Saturday. So, yeah, we're spending New Year's Eve in the hospital, but I can't think of a better way to start 2010.

THANK YOU ANGELS!!
Wishing you all a new decade of fun with the mystery...Happy New Year!

xoxoxo,
Carol

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Calling All Angels

I'd like to call on all the beautiful high energy of every person out there that knows and loves Lee and gather it around him right now. He was admitted to the hospital yesterday with severe pneumonia that caused both lungs to collapse. He also has edema (excess fluid) in his legs and internally around his organs and is dehydrated at the same time. They tapped his lungs today and removed 1.5 liters of fluid, which made breathing easier for him. He also had a sigmoidoscopy this afternoon to try to find the source of his abdominal pain and his inability to absorb nutrients from food. He's on fluids, albumin (a protein that puts pressure on blood vessels so the fluid can't escape), lasix to help remove the excess fluid, and antibiotics. He's also getting blood.
In a nutshell, his body decided to roll up the red carpet it originally laid out for the new cells and draw swords. This is Graft vs. Host Disease, which he's been dealing with since the transplant in early October. Only this time it pulled a Trojan Horse and let loose an army throughout his system. If there ever was a time during this journey that he needed your highest energy, it is now. I know it will spark his will to live, which is still very much there, but is being sorely tested. It's true that the drugs and the powerful donor cells are working hard to cure him, but we all know that the strongest drug is love. In his isolation it's easy to forget the larger world and the people in it who love him. Our love is what he needs most right now, so if you have a minute to send yours, it could well be the best medicine.

Thank you!
Love,
Carol

Friday, December 11, 2009

Boing Boing

Hospital
Home
Hospital
Home
Hospit
Hom
Hos
Ho
Ho
Ho
Back and forth, fixing things when they break, adjusting medication, doctors shooting at moving targets and mysteries that are bodies in motion.  That's life for a while.  Sometimes frustrating, but the big undeniable truth.  
So is love and family and support from friends.
And my best to Sam on his journey.  He was loved by many.